Valentine Kisses...Have you visit yet?

Hi my Bellas,

I believe I have talk about Valentine Kisses before, but I don't think they get enough credit for it.

This is a beauty one stop for all website. They have so many products that is like a girl paradise. From drugstores makeup to girl accessories, they carry many brand that you seen in you local shops, but at fraction of the price. The price range is below $1-$10 max. I never seen anything that is more than $10. The purpose of this website is for those who live outside of the US to have the opportunity to try US makeup products. Also, sometimes, you can also find older line of makeup products that are not found in store anymore. You can also find cheaper accessories for hair, jewelry at a very low price. They always have excellent discount and freebies.

So what are you waiting for? Check them out...

P.S They are having daily giveaway, and you are welcome to enter if you subscribe and follow their blog

Thanks.

OH MY GOODNESS, I love her giveaway,

Hi my lovely beauties,

I want to give you guys the opportunity to enter April's giveaway, she is so generous and I just love love her blog and video on YT. She is giving away tons of products and I hope you guys would take this chance to enter too. Subscribe and follow her blog. I just love her personality.

Her blog is AprilAthena7'

Ciao for now. 

I cannot defense myself....

I am so tired of always get yelled at. I am an adult, but I constantly feel like a kid. I am so tired of them always yelling at me. They do not understand me at all and I am not even a bad kid. I listen to them all the time, I never do anything without their permission, and I always do what they want me to do. But once in a while, I just too tired of them. I don't understand why they do not understand me me me me.

I cannot defense myself at all, none of them are on my side. One will just add on with the other to push me and push me. It is not fair, not fair, not fair!!!!! My GOD they got to STOP being like that. Just little things that they push it to make it a major problem. I cannot defense myself because I am not allowed to talk back. I just could not explain to myself because they don't listen.

Just a while ago, I help doing house chores and one of them come home yell at me. She told me why I am being lazy and don't do anything in the house. I just did it, but she don't accept what I did. I don't understand, what does she want? Does she want me to video tape what I did to prove that I did it? Do I have to brag about it? I am not a bad person, I tried to do nice things, to help out, but all I received is bad words coming back to me. All I receive is nothing but scolds, swears toward me. I don't understand, what do you want from me? I don't understand. And then, another one come home and decided to add on to my misery. All he can say is " YOU DON'T DO Anything in this HOUSE? What do you mean that " I DON'T"? I don't get it, do I have to tell you every little thing I did to prove it to you? I AM NOT like that!! I am not that kind of person. I cannot just tell them what I did and I cannot defense myself. Why is life being so unfair to me? Bad luck come to me all the time and I am so tire of it. They keep thinking I am not being responsible. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING About? I am too tire of it. I DID what you want, and no one appreciate it. And then they told me that I never understand how hard they have to work to support me? What are you talking about? I tried to help out but I don't get it. They told me that I got to think about my action, but they never think about what I did. I don't understand it, I am not telling them that they should appreciate what I do, all I want them to do is please understand that I want to help them. They don't SEEEEE it!!!! Why are they always being unfair to me? I always and constantly LOVE THEM....I want to pay back what they did, but all they see is nothing nothing from me. What do I do? I am just so mad and I just cannot explain myself. What do I do? I want to be quite for the rest of my life so I never have to explain myself? But that is not an option...to them it is stupidity, to them it is disrespectful, to them I AM JUST A WORTHLESS person.

Why is every part of my life is so hard? I tried so hard, but I can't never catch up. I never feel confident with myself. I don't know what is my credibility, all I see is I am not worth it. All I see of myself is nothing. I am struggling in school but no one can understand that it is so hard for me to compete, I am not being appreciated at home. I just feel so numb, everything from me is useless. Is that what I deserved? I am never feel Happy, there are so much pressure. I don't know what to do. I feel I am being left behind and life just goes on for the others....

Please support me my believer, I believe in you, and please help me get through the rough roads ahead of me.

Cry silently.......

Another exciting giveaway!!

I love Pinkbox Makeup, and you should too....She is doing another giveaway, so you guys should take to opportunity and enter.